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27 June 2010
hey world! today is sunday. i dont feel like going to work today. i got no mood to go to work uh. so i planned to cabot. i meet up with rahmat hedayat at bukit batok. i text lysa she lazy to go out sia. lazy sia you lysa! smack ur head then you know. hahahaha! well yesterday, i cant sleep thinking of him again. i cant control my tears. everytime i keep on thinking about him i cried. i know i keep on iritates him, i'm so sorry for everything. my life nowdays like svcks man. i feel so lonely without him. i dont know whats going on next with my life without him. nak harapkan kawan, semua dah gone~ haiz. my birthday also macam siakens ): really boring sia. but lucky NADIAH & ABG LAN make my day up. thanks you two. i luv ya. tomorrow start school already. fvcccccccccck it. bila holiday aku ckp boring, beh dah start skula aku pula yang ckp ALAH MALAS SIA NAK PERGI. hahahaha! i like to go school but my classmate all lah make me dont feel like going. they not supporting sia. they always tease me. i hate my classmate really. i just jealous looking at other people with their classmate happily. yet me? got nobody to talk with in school. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! i feel like shouting loudly! stressssssss siot. 18 June 2010  hi earthlings, things has been change now. and my life kinda hard and tough. how i wish i could turn back the clock. i do love my family and friend out there. i regret with my on self-doing. i just wanna show improvement to my family. to the spammers out there, no one in this world is prefect enough. aku ade mole ke ape ke is all god given. korang step korang tkde mole je, check2 terselit atau sembunyi. korang just belom grown up lah. so pity. takde harga diri sendiri. aku tak kacau hidup korang, korang yang tibe2 kacau aku. so siape yang start dulu? kecik2 taknak mampos dah besar menyusahkan aku je! GET A LIFE LAH SPAMMERS! berape gaji korang nak spam spam pat blog orang uh? korang ni, org tak cari pasal jgn uh ganggu. nvm, what's goes around comes around. 13 June 2010  been busy working, meet up with yana bby at her crib and off to yingpin pit at pasir ris. HAPPY BIRTHAY YING PIN <333. lastly, i miss natasha badly ): 11 June 2010   Im all alone missing a laughter by a friend.  Wishing to see you by myside ):  How i wish to be a bubblegum that can stick with you forever, amir. 09 June 2010  How i wish he was beside me every minute & every second can? I hate it when his not around me! Please i want him around by myside 27/7 can? Dearest Amirbby, ifcukingmissyou boy.  FCUUUUK, how i wish that someone wont exist in my life. It sucks mayn ): 08 June 2010 Never takes a person for granted. hold every person close to the heart cause i know you will wake up one day and realise that you've lost a diamond while you were busy collecting stones. I dont need words to express my feelings. I thought having you as my friend, you will always be here for me when i in need. I even thought that you are a true friend of mine who overlooks my failures and tolerates my successes. But you've change alot and me got nowhere and got no faith and this might break my heart into pieces but I will always be THANKFUL to you that once in my life’s journey we became FRIENDS. Knowing a friend like you has made me happy in a million ways. Just remember what we been through in the past k friend? People like you are found only once in a lifetime. So you better take care of yourself because I don't want to waste my lifetime to suffer with this kind of things. I appreciate all the things you do, and the way you show you care. Fyi, i dont like to fight with you watee. Maybe its ur day today, so i just want to make things clear with you. Aku dah malas uhh dgn nie semua. Let's end up here keh? Aku bukan nak kate kau menang atau aku kalah tapi i just sorry? lets handshake (: 07 June 2010 yela aku sedar aku nie kan siape untuk kau. kau selalu cakap orang belum matured lah ape lah. abeh diri kau sendiri kau tak sedar ar? aku post semua nie pun pasal i got nowhere to share with and to talk with. cume ni blog jela yang aku boleh luarkan perasaan aku. aku just cant get it why must i be in this way? everytime when im outside alone i been wondering and thinking too much in my mind. there's alot of problems that i must solve alone by myside. i just jealous looking at other people enjoying with their friends happily and yet me outside alone. nak harapkan amir, he's busy. i just dont understand with my life. it sucks man. you can say whatever you like keh. one day i hope you realised how friends really means too you.   04 June 2010 hi im back! only AMIR, NATASHA, YANA and lastly is my beloved family who is there for me by myside who can support me. i really love them, thanks yeah. and got this one girl is busy with boyfriend. dah lupe aku habis. atleast natasha dgn yana ade matair tak seterok macam kau lupe kawan sendiri. aku tahu kau akan terase bile kau bace blog aku. tapi memang patut aku bobal mcm gini daripade simpan dendam dalam hati aku buat ape kan? kau takde call aku msg aku pun nak tanye nak jumpe ke ape ke. selalunye aku received calls from kau. but now takde satu pun aku receive. kau senyap aje so aku pun senyap jugak uh ape nak buat kan. aku pun tak tahu why kau boleh berubah jadi macam gini. aku cume harap kau sedar macam mane kau buat aku. aku keseorangan tanpa kasih sayang seorang kawan. if you were in my socks you will know how hurt am i. err, tomorrow is Saturday so call 'NATASHA BBY BIRTHDAY'. YAY! MEET birthday girl hehehe. suke aku! rindu kau budo. i really miss her although i had met her last sat. dah macam 1 year gitu tak jumpe yknow. my head all blank what to buy for this bbyg present? atlast i bought something for her. i hope she like it. |
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