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Lara my dear baby i miss you my dear cat ):

your just like my everything.

now who gonna sleep with me every night

without you by my side?

i always called yr name when im home.
and now no sound i can hear.

i cried non-stop thinking of you bby.

i came school late + i skip mother tongue lesson.

i just cant explain myself out.

i hate this part right here.

my heart cant beats easily.

uhm. ihv done something wrong w my family.

i know i shouldnt make them angry.

but i just need freedom, can?

and now my phone being confiscated by my sis.

i dont know when can she returned it back to me.

sabar je lah zieqa, sigh =.=

to that guy, i know who i am to you.

you just missing in action just like that.

but why?

thanks for hurting me and you should know who i refering to.
siape yang makan chili akan tersase pedas.
first and for all i think for the time being i better dont trust on guys that much.
i regret knowing with the kind of person like you.
i just don't know why i fallen in love with guys so fast?
i just don't get it why.
i realised that ihv been wasting my entire fucking time w this stupid guy
and i been wasting my tears just because of this 'sibei son'.
am i that stupid enough to trust on you?
why in my life i get to know with the type of person like you.
how i wish i were a boy please.
i dindnt know how to face through this problems.
eventhough i love you i just cant deserved with what you hv done towards me.
it killing me yknow.
i just cant imagine my life without you.
i know things will become worst and for sure i be sad.
i thought you're the one who can brighten up my day.
now, every step im taking it makes me lost with no direction.
for your info i wont be okay till now.
i better let this matter goes with the flow.
i tried to move on and I CANT.
i keep on failing.
do you know how i feel right now? and im sure you wont feel what i feels right now.
it hurts me thinking what i can do.
boy please stop hurting me can you?

today lesson was boring + sleepy + no mood to talk

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN PADA SEMUA.

ape salah zieqa harap dimaafkan ye. HEHEHE!

semalam i just go my grandma house and get 40bucks aje thats so siket.

hmph. then buy topup card somemore.

well today supposed to meet him but he kinda busy with his friends ar.

hais. you really dissapoint me ):

dear nobody.

im bored now and idk what to post.

i was like no mood ar to talk to anyone this few days.

i just feel bad and feel like want to die can?

i just need someone to enter my life.

someone that suit me and someone who i luv.

i feel that i was being flirty outside and was like desperate for guys.

i need someone to talk to when im down.

i need someone to brighten up my day.

i need someone who cares bout me.

i need someone who really do understand me.

i need someone who i can spent time with.

now, i just want to be alone.

i just feel like want to mia thats all.

i full & tired with it.

yeah i know i just being useless.

to be honest actually i dont want us to become strangers.

but the way you treating me macam you want me to ignored

you and avoiding you.

i just dont get it.

now i realised it.

yeah nice knowing you.

from now, let us act each other like stranger okay.

i dont know why till now i keep on thinking till my head pain and today i dont talk too much.

sorry to the one that i hurt his/her feeling.

zieqa you better be alone and be independent can?

hais. i also dont know why i get to know him firstly and make friend then suddenly i fallen into him. i really dont get it. he supposed to meet up bestfriend but bestfriend asked me to accompany her to meet him so he waited us at the bustop and suddenly bestfriend told me that she have to go back for awhile cause somebody called her at home so i walked and meet up bestfriend friend's at the bustop. I asked him ' ni kawan watee ehk?' then he said' takla bukan kawan die' then start from there i start to laugh and start from there we get to know each other. kite firstly suke kacau each other sia then gadoh hahaha itu part aku tabuley lupe. i think bestfriend called him using my hp and then start from there he knows my number, ya lah i think so. duh. then the next day gitu he text me, ziecar kau tengah buat ape? patne? then i was like whose number sia message me then sekali die lah pula. so begini la cite die. so now i complicated ):
aku dah berterusterang dgn dia yang aku ade hati dgn die. but now, he seems macam stress gitu.
he said he stressed with his family and the other probs. idk lah cause he didnt even share a thing to me but for now on, i just want him to know that how much i love him. sorry if i got text you by asking you to delete my number all and you fed up and you asked me to takecare gitu macam? hais. i actually dont want anything to become worse. i just hope he understand my feeling that i alami sekarang.

bestfriend : i know you will view my blog and read it i know you dont even care at all cause you dont have any feeling at him kan? you told me that you tak marah atau tak jealous pun i contact w him. well yes i do believe you that now you only want RAHMAN in your life kan? so goodluck. sigh. i really hope nobodys mad at me.

syafiq: i know you will also view my blog and read it. i know confirm 100% you heartbroken but i really sorry. now for what i can do is to apologise to you and i really hope that you will forgive me and forget about it. yet we can be friends if you dont mind lah.

to that effing guy: starting from now onwards, we just act like we are stranger kay. i just dont want ppl to think different uh. hais. nice knowing you.

well today was fucking bored.
so i just upload pictures.

actually, im speechless lah but i just wanna say that i never feel this way before i felt uneasy without you.

i know how it feels when the person dont accept us and reject on us yes i know it hurts alot. but to that guy i'm sorry that you're not the kind of person i like the most.

i dont know why suddenly my heart go to somebody heart's. yeah i sedar lah what i been talking to you about AIDILJERK but now can you just move on w/o me?

i know i in the wrong. and now where should i hide my face. alamak, kocek tak muat lah pula.

to that guy ; now i cant say anything but only sorry from me to you. i know how much you luv me. please forgive me.

well i just create again this blog .

what a waste of time.

tiring sia i hate it. bestfriend ,

me and the others planned to go to town .

we jalanjalan go far east makan kfc lorh , kite tak puase main saje je makan tak tengok kanan kiri haha .

then suddenly terserempak with the budak gombak pula. they called us and they said we sombong lah all. hahaahahahaha! tak baik eh korang.,releks sudah kite tak sombong kay

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